Funny. This morning I know what to blog and right now, when I am in front of my computer, I don't know what to write. This happens to me a lot of time. I plan what to do then when I am about to do it, I forgot what I was planning to do. I do not know if this happens to anyone out there, but it happens to me. Then, eventually I remember what I was suppose to do.

A few minutes later...

Now I remember... I miss a friend of mine. She is away oversea right now. She has been away for 1 year 2 months 21 days. She flew there on 1st April 2007.

People at school at first thought we were twins but we were just firneds. She is my neighbour. The funny thing was when she told us that she was about to go away. Heelllooo... 1st April IS an April Fool's day. So I thought she was just joking... I hope it was. It turns out she was not kidding. It was reallity, the truth I have to face. I thought I have to face kind of stuff years and year away from the present. At least after 'o' level. But no. It was sooner than I thought. We were friends for 6 years. For the first 3 years we were classmates not that close like in the present, now. Still I miss her.

I still remember when my friends and I were at her house trying to do our project, for the first few hours we were serious but then after lunch, wow! we were playing. Believe it or not, but in the end the project still finish. Of course, last minute project. We were having a blast.

There were used to be 4 of us: Umi, Sherly, Qilah and I, Rai. In form 2, Nadia joined our little group then in form 3, Nabilah joined in. We were always mingle with other people also. It was fun. Everyday during lunch, we would gather at the back of our class and laugh out loud. We shared jokes, joking around with each other and update each other on the latest news about the world outside. Now, in form 4, we were seperated. We found our own friends. We don't hangout like we used to be. It is sad when I think about it right now. However at least we can hangout sometimes just not all the time like before.

To be frank, losing my friends is my biggest fear, but actually I am not losing them. We are still friends, just not hanging out together like we used to. Instead I am gaining new friends.

Hi... First, let me introduce myself. My name is Raihana. I see myself as a cheerful, adventurer, feeding her curiosity, always smiling girl. I get high when I eat sweets until my friends in my class give me only one sweet if I ask for it. What a bummer... I guess it is because I get so wild if I eat sweets.

I am blogging because one of my friends suggested me so. I think it is because I always express my feelings to her... besides it is good to clean our brain cupboards once in a while....