The Library Today

This morning was as usual, except for having breakfast; wake up early morning and get ready for school. It was just as daily. What can I say? It's daily life. I had my english oral for 'o' level today.

When the class ends at 11.50, I was normal. I had my sanity at that time but I lost for a moment at teacher's cafe. A moment ONLY. Anyway, The oral commence at 1 o'clock that afternoon and I my turn is still a long way to go.

At about 2.30 or so,

I was called. I looked beyond the two doors that seperates me from the room and numbness was I felt. After I pulled the first, then the second door, I was in an air-conditioner room. The cold air lingers in the silent library. I was still numb. As I sat down, the librarian gave me a sheet of paper. I read the passage, but my mind was flying to another world. I struggled to focus and get the words to enter my skull!

Anyway,

Janice had gone outside. It was my turn to blabber about to the examiners. It was nerve-wreching. I was excited at first but then, sitting there, waiting for my moment to come, has converted all my excitement to nervouness. How can that be?

The thing is, I don't want to talk about my oral or how it goes because when I left the room, at 3pm, my heart was thumping and thrusting inside my chest. With that, I turned to my cousin and a few of my best friends. Now, I'm just trying to put it all behind me and move on.