11.11.11

Today is International Day celebration. We got to dress up! Although, a lot of the people wore Indian clothes, Sari. Some even dress up as a boxer or a wizard.

My school do it every year and it was all right. There were food fair and performances by the students; orchestra, dance, etc.

There were no classes but we had to attend 2 talks that goes on for about 2 hours continuously. It was not that bad. The first talk was about the Country's Economy in the future and the second talk was about Banking Crisis.

I didn't know the world suffered economy crisis recently, since 2008 apparently. It was terrible.

Today is also a Remembrance Day. A day to remember of those who died during the wars. I didn't know that until today.

Hehe

Should I?

I want to join tumblr, but...

I'm scared that I would get too busy and don't have the time.

I already have a blog and only just recently I updated it after more than a year of neglect.

Hmmm...

Maybe I should join tumblr after my exam, which is next year in June.

I don't want to get distracted like I am now.

It's not good.

I already lost a few minutes just typing this.

It's Nice to be Back

It's been a while.
It has been more then a year since I last blog.
I did think of abandoning this blog.
But, couldn't do it.

Nothing much is going on.
Been busy with things;
School work, mostly
Homeworks.

There's not much
To say.

Except,
See you.

My Comeback!!

It has been 2 months since I last visited my blog. So much have had happened in my life in those 2 months.

So many events that take place in February. It keeps me busy. Seriously, I keep track of the events by writing it out in my student planner. I still have to adapt to this new schedule of mine. It's hectic for me.

Sadly, I labelled March as the month of departure, the month where some of my friends has trnsfer to another school including the closest ones I have but we still keep in touch. Not only that, departure of family members like being posted overseas or, the souls have been taken away. This month is the tragic month, I feel sorry for those whose birthdays are in March. That's just me, I know.

There is no denying that many events had taken place in the first term of school. In te second term, the activities lessen. However, in the third term, there would be exems, qualifying thus no activities would take place. The same goes to the last term. Therefore, all tyhose activities have to be squeeze in the first term. Then again, there's no denying that it is fun in preparing those activities; it is fun.

Anyway, the month of april, nothing much have happened. Just birthdays =). Happy Birthday to Rai. After 1 year of not seeing my dentist, I'm excited actually. My diktor said that it is confirmed that I will have my braces on in June, 16 2010. During the holiday.

Musical Theatre

From the name itself, people think it is corny and thoughts of HSM will flood their mind. HEY! Newsflash! this is not a tv show or a movie. So, musical theatre is NOT like those HSM.

It is a total differnt thing. We get to act, sing, dance, and a whole lots more. Especially, we get to have fun. Passion must be there though and be open-minded. We also get to learn acceptance and improvising. Two things that we can apply in real life; learn to accept people as they are no matter how a------- they can be. Right?

I learnt that ballet is one of the earliest dances that was established and have to learn it if want the dance routine to be nice. So, we have to learn ballet which we were taught by one of the teachers-in-charge. I always see on tv but never actually try it and wow! it is not that easy as it looks.

I look forwrd to next week, my next musical theatre class

Busy Busy Schedule

Hey,

It's been more than a month. Actually, I wanted to blog about my december but then I was lazy and also forgot so I planned to do season greetings which is especially for New Year but then again I was lazy which leads to forgotten.

January came and soon, school reopens. I wanted to blog but obstacles came in the way. The schedules was like a whirlwind- it's a lie- but then again it's true. Everyday has the same subject, it's only a matter of time. College life is different and more hectic than I thought. I used to think that by having four subjects would not be THAT busy but then it turns out I was wrong.

Anyway, I am still trying to manage my time between my school time, my fun time and also everything else that is going on in my life. Still juggling apparently. Now, there is an extra-curricular in the afternoon-practice marching for the upcoming National Day celebration.

Obstacles came and go, options open and opportunities to seize, choices to make and decides, fates and destinies will change in between. Time is a matter.Despite all of that, live a life to the fullest. Regrets may come, tears will be shed, pain and hurts too, but all of that will pass and light will shine the path.

Anyhow, I am trying to make things as colourful as possible.

Just a book

I just found out that Books=Gifts. Well, these days they pioritise books as a gifts.

Anyway, I just got back from KK for the whole week last week, lounging and relaxing not so much on shopping but I forgot to buy a brand new bag for next year which devastated me as well as I was panic-stricken yesterday.

1Borneo is a huge shopping mall indeed. Out of all the shops there, I like best is the bookstore, Harris where I bought a book =) of course. Ransom My Heart is the name of the book and OMG! the book is great. I can't put it down. Read it all the way back from KK to Brunei. I was a little bit grief when the story ends and fantasized it for the next hours (not sure how long, but yeah). Well, there is two or three scenes which the author, Meg Cabot, described the 'activity' passionately gross, mind you.

The storyline, the plot, the description, all of it is just wonderful... you know? what makes it soooo good? I really don't know.. *sigh* I don't know if Qeelah want to read it but I know Sherly would like to as well as Siti.

YOU HAVE TO READ THE BOOK! IT'S FREAKING AWESOME.

Insomnia hits me

Last night was the longest night I ever had.

I pulled an all-nighter. I didn't sleep last night just because I couldn't put a book down. I was restless if I did so read on until it finish and I did fininsh it. Wow! the boook was fun and the character was sweeet..

Honestly, I felt like I was watching Tv last night when actually I was reading. The drama, the sweet words, the romantic things, how could I ever forget it. I guess I'm mesmerise by the book. Not my first though. This shows that the plot, the story and the word the author used was reallly gooood, the emotions and feelings were expressed. Still, it was fun.... I still have books to read lets see what happen.

The book's title is The Boyfriend League. I know it sounds.... welll as it sounds but it was glood. I bet Qeelah would cringe at the title. Well, maybe... (Tell me Qeel)

Raining Thursday

The weather is raining. Not only outside of my house is wet, but also inside of the house.

Early this morning, I watched Qeelah's sugggested movie and I cried watching it. Well, towards the end. Then, around 11.30, I watched another movie called My Sister's Keeper, it was unbeliavable. I cried all the way. You have got to watch it.

It is about a sister who was born for the purpose of saving her big sister's life, who has cancer. She got a lawyer to sue her parents for asking her to donate her body parts to her big sister but in the end, the truth reveals. It really is a sad story, thers's going to ba a lot of waterworks.

There is a movie that is very touching, about a rich, spoiled guy inherited his grandfather's big fortune. However, he has to do what his grandfather requests before inherited the fortune and along the way, he met someone the truth how his father died. He was s very lazy person and only knows how to party at first but in the end, he is a successful man. A very inspiring and touching story. The movie is called the Ultimate Gift.

I recommend you to watch the movie especially Qeelah and Sherly and Caroline. It's good tho exercise your tear duct for once in a while just don't cry a river..

Jst relaxing

Oh gosh!!!

I cried watching this movie in youtube.. A movie Qeelah had watched it months ago but I was saving it for this holiday. I like the movie... My cat sleeps beside me, hiding behind the cutain and waking up now and then when I blew my nose. Hahaha..... I watched Sherly's youtube movie..Haha.. I know who you like now Sher... Okay, any suggestion what youtube movie I should next?

I just found oout that Justin Bieber is a guy. Honestly I thought the singer was a girl, but the song was suppose to be dedicated to a girl. So I thought I check it out and found out the singer is a guy. His voice is a like a girl. Well, maybe it was just me. However, he is still young and his voice is still has that childish voice, not a manly voice yet, that's why it sounds like a girl... Hahaha...

LOL!!!
You know what they say, New discovery everyday....or was that just me?

Blank Out

I have nothing to say and I don't know what to say but I want to update my blog...

My activities since last saturday, 14/11/09:
-Sleeping
-Eating
-Bathing
-Watching Tv
-Shopping for a dress
-Attend Janice's party
-Lying around
-Downloading songs
-Returning school books
-Went to Dina's house
-Walked around the neighbourhood

I need to spice up my life.

Reduce the Use of Aerosols

You sit there, enjoying your delicious food. Suddenly, an animal irritates you. No matter how often you try to brush it off, it keeps on coming back until, you kill it. You did not even feeling guilty of your actions. You left it lying there not bother what to do with it.

From the title itself, just seeing the word 'aerosols' makes you think it has something to do with chemistry. Well, part of it, but it is also got something to do with loving animals and also environment. Ironically, even animal lovers despise this one particular species of animal even me. It is so annoying until everyone hates them.

In chemistry, we learn that chlorine-containing aerosols are bad for the environment, destroying the ozone layer at the upper surface. When the ozone layer is destroy, the strong ultraviolet will reach the earth and hrm us. Anyhow, that is not what I want to talk about.

As not globally known, the blood-suckers are endangered species. If we keep on killing them, they'll become extinct one day. Then they won't live to see the next generation and also experiencing the latest invention of killing flies.

If the flies extinct, the people of the next generation won't be able to see the flies. Just like us does not have the chance to see the fireflies at night. The most important thing is that the people of the next generation won't be able to experience. The experience of how annoying and paranoiea these creature can be. They won't understand why we are so paranoid by its presence when all it does is fly, fly around us. They will ponder on why we kill it when it doesn't even hurt us.

In conclusion, let it live. Don't kill it, not by aerosols. If you happen to be accidentally slap the fly in between your hands and kill it, don't feel bad. It's not your fault anyway. Then again, by not using aerosols, not only you try to prevent the extinction of flies, but also you save the environment.

Cleaning Campainge!!!

Yesterday, I had a cleaning campainge conducted by my mother and we are the host.... Haha... Actually the people who participate in cleaning the house was us.

My room is officially free from dust. It is clean. Even books is not scattered on the floor anymore... Anyone is free to walk about in my room-noone have to pay. Now, my room looks spacious and the walls are bare, even the floors. All my schoolbooks are neatly arranged on the table. It feels weird. I was practically clean every corner of my room, leaving none of my stuff untouched. Now, there is no dust to be found. Crrazy...

I was cleanaholic for a day
=)

The Library Today

This morning was as usual, except for having breakfast; wake up early morning and get ready for school. It was just as daily. What can I say? It's daily life. I had my english oral for 'o' level today.

When the class ends at 11.50, I was normal. I had my sanity at that time but I lost for a moment at teacher's cafe. A moment ONLY. Anyway, The oral commence at 1 o'clock that afternoon and I my turn is still a long way to go.

At about 2.30 or so,

I was called. I looked beyond the two doors that seperates me from the room and numbness was I felt. After I pulled the first, then the second door, I was in an air-conditioner room. The cold air lingers in the silent library. I was still numb. As I sat down, the librarian gave me a sheet of paper. I read the passage, but my mind was flying to another world. I struggled to focus and get the words to enter my skull!

Anyway,

Janice had gone outside. It was my turn to blabber about to the examiners. It was nerve-wreching. I was excited at first but then, sitting there, waiting for my moment to come, has converted all my excitement to nervouness. How can that be?

The thing is, I don't want to talk about my oral or how it goes because when I left the room, at 3pm, my heart was thumping and thrusting inside my chest. With that, I turned to my cousin and a few of my best friends. Now, I'm just trying to put it all behind me and move on.

On Thursday

The noise
is lowered.

In class 5E,
The pupils are doing their jobs;

Sleeping,
Silent reading,
Chit-chatting,
but in low tone.

It's the last 2 periods,
The teacher is busy
marking our test papers.

However,
It is getting noisier.

Unknown

My closet is full
of skeletons.
They wanted to break
out of it.
Telling the world of
their existance.

But no,
I can't let it out.
Not yet,
this is not the right time.
Maybe nevr will,
All of them will be chain
and die.

The truth, will forever not known,
The stories,
The lies, necessary ones for protection, and
The reasons behind it all

Will die with me.
In the very end

My Life After 30/07/09

Actually.... nothing has change. I'm living my normal, daily life. Trying to find something that can spice my life a bit. Mock exam has finished.... I don't want my papers but force to. Teacher will ask to look at the marks, calculate it, do corrections then keep it; the usual stuff. Normal lessons will resume tomorrow I guess. I have nothing to celebrate. I went to DQ last night at Bandar, I want to eat this particular ice cream but apparently the ingredients to make has finished. The ice cream is oreo cheesecake. I have no story, no idea what to write about and I'm going to watch channel 413. This one paragraph nonsense tells you how bleak my life is right now. I'm deciding whether to go to 'majlis' that my neighbour is having later at 2.30pm. A huge sigh from me....

Resurrection

I was dead.

Abandoned by her was harsh,
My purpose in living
was gone, so
I died.

Silly you may think, but
how can I live without her?
What's the purpose?

Now,
She's back!
I'm happy but hurt still.
Hope she would never ever
leave me again.

Afterall,
I'm just a blog.
Without Rai, who'll
maintain and most of all,
Love Me!

I Heart You

ifyoucanreadthis

mymindisblankrightnow
iamdoingthisjustforfun
ifyoucanreadthis
meansthatyouaresuper

ifyoucanreadthis
iwillW

goodluckinfindingoutthemessage
allthebest ,
fromrai

The Day Finally Meets The Night

On my home from school one day, unexpected thing happened. The day meets the night, dividing the sky into half.

One half of the sky was painted naturally with streaks of apricot, strwaberry jam was spread all over and royal blue was the original colour of the canvas. Glowing rays of the hidden sun was still visible.

The other half has the colour of the midnight blue. Starring at the unfathomable sky, rouses me the feeling that something is lurking in the corner. Dark, cottony cloud was racing -to the finishing line- against time.

Rain was on its way.